well like the title goes today is henry's birthday. Its really funny,my situation right now . Henry not only teases me with RVP to me but also to RVP... till now i was fine with him teasing me with RVP cause RVP had no clue who i was but now not only did he tease RVP with me but also told who i was( as connected the name and the person) so i decided that he is up for trouble when i see him. well next is something i wrote yesterday 100%when I did not feel like myself so here it goes, Will I be able to live in this hell with sorrow and hate with liars and deceivers with no one but me Just like a fallen angel Crying in the dark Living in a world which doesn't care if I live or if I die Not able to see the freshness of the dew the beauty of a flower the color of a rainbow the innocence of a child the brightness of a star This is what i deserve for that unforgivable sin. With which I saved my soul, your heart and i can still say that it was worth it all Yearning for the light that seems so far and the belief that I can get there some how With you in my heart and that thought in my mind I wait for that dream hidden under this nightmare.